Push to a new height

recently,i have encounter new experiences and new peoples also, what i really "wow" is their personality, it seems i have bad ass character inside me. seeing those peoples who have achieves success at very level of height,im kinda burned in desires. what im thinking now, this is not my level..i know there is a higher level i can achieves where it is suitable with me. No matter what,i have to give a try of my best as long as i can. I dont want suffer any more loss to my friends. now, for a first time in along time, i have desires to create my own path)dont want depend on my luck and family)..stand on my feets and seeing new objectives... I wanna be .........a great man.