Single is better for this moments

love? how does it feel? im in a relationship now but somehow im feel im not free like im used before. free to chat with others girl, post anything about love quotes, not need to buy credit again and again, free to walk alone without couple, playing game with friends,playing with cat, jump to the river, exercise alone and more more more. In other words, im feels like im was pushed to the corner and cant become who am i. im kinda depressed with all of this and im think maybe im not mature enough but im still young and my hot blood still makes me playing around and do what ever i want. after thinking a lots and deeply, im makes my decision, i dont want continue thats kind of relationship. i just want focus on what i must achieve first. Have an excel result and a good job. Yes, now i can understand whats my father,mother,uncle,aunty,grandpa ,grandma, professor,big bro,bro sister are saying and they really means it. perhaps maybe i should experience it so that i know how it feel. It feels like i just waste my 2 years of youth..just kidding..but im really means it and its the best things. im just want do what i want.