Life goes where?

i try to sleep but i cant.
hence i woke up and trying to write somethings here
life gonna be bz in next few day
after wednesday, then i free like a bird
too much work until then
this sem is really spoil for me,
everythings seem not right at time,place
now im realised what i have miss, hence im promise myself
to be a better man in future,from now!
speaking of be a better man,
i have made this promise 3 years ago
with a only women that i love, but not so much right now
not only that, i have promised myself to see her
if im succeed be a better man
if not, im rather drunk myself in alcohol to chew up my shame and pain
rather than show to world (She) that im failure
the end