i got this heart ache

yes, till this day, 21 November 2013, i still undergoing training in that company. recently i got this weird feeling, really really awkward. in my office, got this one girl, i don't know her name. i dont know anything about her, but she just work 9 meter from me. and i always looks her, first time i saw her, suddenly this blind brain said she the one, fuck you c*m. you got gf already, a 3 years relationship. you wanna fucking up that long but she the one. i cant stop looks at her , try to stare at her everytime i finish my work and she walk pass me. damnit you cam..what's in my mind..i wanna know her more..feeling oh feeling i in love in love again weird feeling i guess..as professional, i should focus my own shit only. this is not the time. very against shit .. i just wanna know her more...talk to her..know her more more and more...fuck..then i remember this maroon 5 song, she will be loved..xhole u c*m..heart dont play me..sigh

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