bad day

didn't update the blog since i have taste the rejection of interview. a week after my cousin back, i got interview in k. so, i have to prepared myself for a week. bloody hell, what's wrong with me within that week, i very2 lazy to read the note, to prepare myself and mind for interview.

Hence, i went to k by using boat express for 5 hours journey. I stayed at my uncle house there. we having lots of talks plus i didn't even touch my book.

On the day i go interview, i'm felt pretty weird on that time. my uncle sent me to the company and got another applicant also there. after that, it's my turn to come in. i know it's kinda bad since i'm the last person having an interview on that session, on lunch time where everyone got hungry. owh shit.

then the interview, i can say it's pretty shit from me, no excuse at all. fucking hell what's wrong with me. in the end of interview, i said sorry for myself, i don't prepare my mind 100% . start from there, i feel down and lazy till i can't even manages myself.

afterall, time has change and now i pick up myself , motivate myself and learn from my mistake. whatever job interview i got or comes 1st, bloody hell i do my fucking best for it!