i been thinking whole day..perhaps she right..she want to separate. to leave her a space. she really want it badly..have u think about my feeling, im the one hit the most..
i picked my shattered strength and shamed little by little.
i know its very hard and very hurt for me. i love her so much that i think this is woman i want to be in my life, sharing whatever i have, my emotion and feeling.
when i think again, i'm as a man..im respect her choice, her dream..i'm always support her whatever situation she have. because i love her. she want to focus in her study. i okay with that though not okay in heart.
i think..with this reached level of relationship and current situation of mine, i don't have feeling, wanting or mood or urges or want or should or have , to seek new love..
i don't want think about it this moment.
i picked my shattered strength and shamed little by little.
i know its very hard and very hurt for me. i love her so much that i think this is woman i want to be in my life, sharing whatever i have, my emotion and feeling.
when i think again, i'm as a man..im respect her choice, her dream..i'm always support her whatever situation she have. because i love her. she want to focus in her study. i okay with that though not okay in heart.
i think..with this reached level of relationship and current situation of mine, i don't have feeling, wanting or mood or urges or want or should or have , to seek new love..
i don't want think about it this moment.
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