Wish

i think day by day. I regain back my energy. Good advise from my sister, just cry very hard as I want. Once cry, can feel relieved again.
I have to accept the truth. She no longer love me. I just wonder what's goes wrong between us..


I thought to myself at the beginning of relationship with her.  at first, I don't give all myself for her. But after certain events, I realized that she is worth and deserved to loved more. I said to myself I want she become my life partner. I gave her all love as I can. I try support her whenever she feel burden..I was proud bf when i do this to her. My eyes no longer see other girl. I just lock my heart only for her. .i want to work hard and plan well for my future and her..but at the end...just like that..she's gone..i felt very lose and confused when the person you love the most left you. I thought we can go through anything together as one team. Any problem just solve it..