Day 1 No contact

its hard actually. Yes. Really. I find several ways to express this hard feeling. Its fine for me to see her wassap blue color and I asked her to not reply back.


now I have to help the situation, I blocked her all social media page.


this time I strict with myself..i know this feeling inside is really strong. But to help her, I must do it..even I don't know whether she comes back or not.
I know I can't put high hope and expectation. I talked with my friend and she advises. Try to enjoy a single life for the moment. Grab the chance.


okay..single..i enjoy first my life..
yahoo!!!


being single or in relationship have both advantage and disadvantage but for me, I want a life partner. I don't want live alone in my old day. Life goes on.


I plan lots of things to do.
and target to achieve.


I have to so something to shift my mind from her for a long time..perhaps when the feeling is gone..girl I love ya