Day 5

its day 5.
last few days I was so negative. I wonder how she is. I put in my mind she don't care about me again and keep practice that in my mind.


I have to forget her. She not there with me all the time. When I think about it, does she?


Does she fight more for relationship?


its no contact day 3. I was so negative that I asked her friend what his relationship with her. I don't trust this guy, something fishy about him.


I have..


I question myself..why should I feeling this way..on what earth reason I deserve to feel this way..


I feel the magic inside getting lose like the book say..well, no contact rightn't


it's glimpse of hope. I just put my heart ♥ in safe and lock it. And put in with another safe and complicate the keylock.


who want me..will really try hard to unlock me. Someone who does, all access will be given .