Sensitive

I realized I quite sensitive to things that remind me to my ex. Like today, I walked into mall and passed by a wedding promotion. I saw the wedding dress, then I feel a deep loneliness because I imagined before how my ex looks like when she wear the wedding dress. How the wedding going. Its my dream shared with her..plus, love song also. I avoid love song nowadays just to not remind me back the feeling. Very sensitive. Plus, even go watch movie also makes me trauma. The feeling into cinema. Cold and mysterious and the starting sound before movie remind me back those sweet 🍬memories with my ex. I always watch movie with her before..


I think after James Bond: Spectre. It will be my last movie to watch..i once told her that this James Bond movies is something special for me and I want to watch James Bond: Spectre with her..


but the willing is not reachable..


I will watch James Bond: Spectre all alone to enjoy my last movie ever ..i don't feel to watch any again in future I cinema I means.


I want to watch with her..sorry that Im not perfect bf