Space

its been a while dear my blog.

today i chose to give a space between me and her.

I need to give her space so that she go into emptiness.

to feel what inside it and repair her wound heart.

its hurt me most to see how this relationship going.

she afraid of commitment while im afraid of abandonment due to childhood memory

deep down in my heart, i hopes she comes back to me...its 50-50..

while myself in this state, probably will lose its magic.

God know..its up to Him