off

when i rethink back for what i have done and said to her, come a regret feeling.

perhaps, i wasn't good enough for her.
perhaps i didn't understand what she want to said to me.
perhaps, it's god choice for all of this.
perhaps my situation never allow me

but one thing that make me angry is she gave me a false hope in a long period. what does it feel? it's like being played around by her like a puppet doll. this is so disrespect of her to me.

maybe i'm not good enough or fit in relationship.