Magnet

Lately since i manages this new project  i met a girl, she works as consultant. 1st time i met here at site, i wonder who is this girl enter my site without meet me 1st. Its happens in weird way, me and her went to same direction as we walks. I curious on her and based on her face, it might be she curious on me.

Its the end of phase 2. I often meet her at site but never a word spoken between us.

Only the day when the rain cames. She cant reach her car. I help her, grab the key and walk through the rain and drive her car to her. I said sorry for the wet inside due to raining. Its weird feelinh but i know i cant love somone at this my current states.

So, instead i just wish her a pray and smile often. She often come to my office to drop by her car key while shr go have a meeting with client.

A girl who works as consultant..i ask myself do i deserves for that caliber girl. Perhaps not right now, but i know i will reach that level.

I afraid to expose my inside to others. I wear my mask all the time.

Only if i in good condition and little bit brave to start conversation with her. I think i might be will start it since project almost reach the end. I afraid i can express this feeling or not. The chance. Better tell it straightaway rather then live in regret.