Thank you God

Till i decides to open this box. A box that i buried deeply in my mind. I always afraid or anxiety to know what within it. I open it, i see something inside..its beautiful...a fire..i watched deeply the fire...its a raging fire..inside me...i accept myself, forgive myself. I wear the fire around my sleeve and walk confident with it. Im not live in present and live a life that think plan in future but how about now? This time? To think and feel i have what i want, more than that, God never left me.