The 1st

Last 7 days is the critical time of my life. My body down to its weakest after i got this deague fever. The 1st day only the cold and hot fever strucked my body during i works..i thought perhap as usual have the 2 panadol pill can heal me back but its no. It only give me immunity for 3 hours. The night comes the real hard attack. I managed to pushed myself to hospital early 2am but the staff said system down and need to wait 7 hours. I knew they are cheating but i have no power to think more about that.

On sunday, thats the real problem. I feel bodyache across my body and i hardly to move. Even i want to go clinic but have no energy to bring me there.

On monday then i start to go to clinic. When the staff take my blood. My blood color not kinda red. Its mix of purple, black and red and it's thick.

Doctor advised me to drink more water. 4 big bottles. And i done that. That alone makes me sick on stomach to drink all that. This dengue fever is horrible. I just lies on my bed all days during that one week. I feel nothing or have energy to think about. At one time, i feel so peace. My mind is totally empty but i feel peace. Perhap that is good thing when got this disease. I thanks to God for show this way. I feel lost before but now i feel sense of direction again where i want to head to in this life. Its my life and i decides myself.