heavy

this week i felt very heavy burden on my shoulder, mind and heart. I don't know what caused of it, till it insist me look after people i love and care.

I know these are the days i would feel , no, human would feel. just stay strong...even i feel very weak at the moment, i know will rise up again.

i feel pressure to complete my sho doc. i feel someone want to deny my application, someone that dont want me to above them. but i got my tricks too. be nice to me if you want my stuffs haha lol