Life just like that

maybe some of us grateful for being born in this earth or being disappointed for being in this earth. Life from born is start from zero till we learn how to live and learn in school. In school we learn about world but never that much.

I prefer to learn life in practical way, you go meet people and boom, talk. 

I thought before why i kinda a people of talking less and hard to dwell with people. i want to but i cant. I feel its not my time yet or my fate really like that. 

After i start my 2nd work in site, from there i dwell with a lot of people. I not a good talker especially infront people or worker even boss complained my silentness. 

but i knew that i work hard and work hard , i will earn my place and respect from them. 

and i got the result, it's something to build on and i'm not a kind of people who good in conversation, i only talk the topic i know and can get stretch to long hour. the lesson is not all people will same head with you. 

there will be people who gonna same head with you. just be myself and just like that.

Im not gonna chase people or force myself to dwell with people. 

I have big priority to focus on and that is my family 1st. till i settle my family problem, maybe i willing to go falling in love again.