Love and Respect yourself first

when i think back about what happens back then, i should thanks her for looked down on my way of life. the first i listened from her, i felt shocked and not par with her. at the same time, sad, little bit angry and desperate to ask her come back again.

that is the moment my self respect was gone. I hurt when she hurt my feeling and the worst is I did not respect and love myself 1st.

that's the greatest lesson.

However, without those events, i could never learn to love and respect myself and people surround me that are true friends and appreciate us. 

I do believe there will be time come out when those wasted energy flowed from me come back to me again. I feel it again!